A week into the optifast stage and 2 kgs down which i'm very happy with just hope that the liver enzymes are heading down as well. I want to be in the best possible shape for this operation.
I took some pre-op photos today as a starting point for this journey but after looking at them.....balling my eyes out at them decided to delete them and wait until i'm closer to my surgery date to takes these photos and just a bit lighter and hope that I don't make myself feel ill looking at them again.
A friend said today 'I woke up as an 18 year old trapped in a 30 year old body' and I agree.....how did I end up like this???? I really am sad about where I am but looking forward to the direction I've decided to move in.
Until next time when it may be a bit more exciting content
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Take them again now - you don't need to show anyone but you will definately want them later so you can see how far you have come :-)
ReplyDeleteI know I should but I just can't bring myself to it banditblossum. I am sooo ashamed of the way I look. I think that I need to find someone that I can trust to take them for me and then run away with them so I can't delete them again.....thanks tho
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